Some nights, I lie awake.
Hoping that these thoughts would fade.
Wondering, if anyone hears me,
Is my message even getting through?
Words screaming in my head.
I can feel it in my veins.
Sleep becomes wishful thinking,
And faith cant seem to shake this feeling.
Sometimes, I wonder what I'm doing.
Lost in the space of my thoughts.
Am I trying too hard or just not trying hard enough.
I'm staring at blank white pages.
Dreaming with my eyes wide open.
Sometimes I am afraid,
Is this the part where I shut my eyes,
And close the pages of my mind.
My words lost in time,
Only to be forgotten, in time.
Am I doing my all,
Or just not much all.